Time To Let Go

Laying here staring out the window
The stars glistening through the tears,
Do I stay, or do I go?
If only I could answer simple,
Years ago I was naive
Thinking I could endure alone,
Yet you promised to try to be here,
I knew the day he came
Into my world that I was alone,
Though I kept hoping and needing,
One day you seemed to change,
You promised a whole new world,
But I am still alone,
Diagnosis came for my little angel,
He needs you more than ever
To help him walk this rough road,
Promises broken, tears and hearts following,
My love for you is the same
After these lonely four years,
But if I keep hoping, he keeps hoping,
Each night we fall asleep disappointed,
I suppose it is time to cease waiting
On a broken promise to mend,
Time has come to let go
Despite how it may break my heart so,
Time to force a smile and be strong
For our angel asleep down the hall