Letters Never Sent

I wrote a letter
To demand answers,
I poured my soul
Into the printed words,
Tears stained the pages
And smeared my thoughts,
I wrote a letter
Wishing to know
Why you never loved
Your first born child,
Did you easily forget
Or did you pretend
Your seed was never shared?
Was it easy to
Just walk away,
Years later I wondered
If you admitted to fatherhood
Before your other children,
I wrote this all
In a letter,
Sealed it with a tear,
Added it to several more,
Of letters never sent,
For if you were to answer
With truth or lies
It matters not,
If you were to answer
I would have to admit
To being your daughter